Saturday, February 28, 2009

Okay so, this is it.

.Unlike most drama's which happends and school mine starts at home on. With parents especially. im on a verge of sticking round with them or going back home. Well, my parent are so called "seperated" for bout 4yrs now, but of course things are complicated. My mum kinna has her own place and sometimes she stays with us. She still does things for my dads house and has meals with us. Its quite random for me to understand especially when she says that shes gonna file for a divoce for bout 600 times during the year but never does it. Untill, this week. On tuesday night a crazy night, I was online in my room when i heard shouting outiside in the hall, parents of course. My dad is this possesive freak that still hasnt got the message that the marriage is over, so , he's like grumbling bout her going out and coming back really late at night, taking and leaving my bro and i wheneva she feels like it, about my dog (cody). And all otha stupid topics. So, swear words were flown across the hall like bullets flying acoss the room. So my mum walked out of the house me and my bro with dad. It,s really hard when u are the oldest one having to like look after the younger one, so i try to hold my tears for later. So, that night i just tried to look after my bro and went peto bed. So, this was tuesday.

Wednesday, a normal school day, 5pm my mum sent me to kickboxing . 6pm my dad picked me up from the studio, when he's giving me all this crap about him being sorry when he keeps repeatin the same mistakes again and again. When, i was about to reach home i saw a police car parked outside my house. My mum had called the police. Appaently my dad, followed my mum from KB to where she lived. She wasnt payin attention of who was at the back of her. When she stopped the car she realised that my dads car was at the back. She quickly ran inside her house looked outside when she saw he's number plate. (sigh) She was panicky and just went back to my dads house. My dad stood outside the house with a piece of wood in his hand he said this to her " you cant run away anymore, i knw whre i live" ( how freakin creepy) apparently he threatened her and my bro so my mum called the police when she knew somfin bad was gonna happen. So this was it Tuesday and Wednesday. Now it is saturday, so far everythin is going fine. I'm leaving all the rest to God.

what we could have been, 11:10 PM.