Tuesday, August 25, 2009
AHHHHHH...
im slowly losing my mind.. Whatever i say or do...can never be seen or heard. People just do not understand you. not Even your parents... infact they can be the cause of all your problems...They can never leave you alone. I mean they always want something more from you, you're never good enough. The ones you live with don't understand a thing of you... F'd up life...AGHH...
i need a way to get out of here..
ANYONE ?
PEACE.
what we could have been, 9:25 PM.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
hmm..lets see where to start..
well..good weekend...
Friday night, hired eps 1-8 of The OC..marathon nite alone..LOL
Saturday, spent the whole day with GW, Welson and Rina. woke up at 8.30, walked with Rina to GW. they din wait for us, so we waited at Gw, poor iw had to be woken up..lOL
ermm..basically spent the whole day in botany library, studying.
left at 4.30pm to Gw studied again and had pizza for dinner.played ABC..welson hits too hard. rina's hand got bruised. Attempted teaching Welson to sing...but FAILED. GW got slapped in the face. YAY,,me and IW were All g..HAHa
awesome day.
Sunday
normal...church. lunch at botany.went to Gw's..etcc....helped do dishes with CJ.
HEEH..miss u. JX <3.
kk..well...got uo from sleep at 7ish. havent eaten...not gonna eat..in bed and txt CJ..till i doze.
nite world...
school D tmorw*sigh*..
PEACE
what we could have been, 10:15 PM.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Well... overall a good day.
ermm ..really super bad morning... mum got angus. and i'm not sure why, i honestly can't remember.. I reckon it's PMS... hmm..She stopped the car on Bleakhouse Road and made me walk to school.. Hysterical I knw... ermm..controlled myself from crying while walking.
When in got to form time, Mrs Dorey my House leader called me about my school detention i got yesterday. And she decided to give me one too..Long story ...not somthing i do on purpose..ARGHHh...im starting to hate Macleans. 2 School D's in 2 days... how crazy..ARghh...
wanted to cry so bad.
Well...rest of the day came..average.
Stayed back after school to 4.30 to have our asian study group LOL. with Rina, Welson and Nick. GW wagged...*sigh*.
As u knw studying with friends doesn't really work. talking as usual. Welson and Nick stole drinks from the study centre LOL ...AHAh..
Walked to Rina's and talked...
HAd dinner and now i'm here...*sigh*
kk..well...
PEACE.
hopefully dad agrees to let me out of this country.
what we could have been, 8:53 PM.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
AAAAAAAAHHHHh....
what we could have been, 10:37 PM.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Well, umm...boring day lah...
Missing u....
I'm at the verge of leaving the country at this stage.... *sigh*
I'm bored,
PICTURES OF CODY
what we could have been, 5:21 PM.
Monday, August 17, 2009
Good morning world..oops i mean nite/evening..LOL
Well....decided to stay home today...was "supposed" to do work ..but u know i never really get round to it.
Well, actually got up at 8.10am. But stayed in bed txting JB till bout 10.
As usual, Cody would be sleeping under the bed and snoring.
So kk..got up, cleaned the house, dunno why was just in the mood i guess.
Then....errmm..LOOKBOOK..YAY..i have 21 hypes from crazy fashion freaks..hehe..
>> to 4.00 slept till 6.30.
I'm here now, awake, i could be feeling better but I'm not. My heart beating really fast for some odd reason.
&
aghh..parents can really piss u off so bad. they think by turning off the internet modem it's gonna make you sleep earlier. What kind of stupid theory is that ..ARGHHH.. drives me insane.
kk...thats enuf of my ranting.
well...
PEACE then.
what we could have been, 7:06 PM.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
XOXO
I love you John Mayer.
Life feels like a bore. No Exitement...yet.
Someone told me something this week. Made me think ..*sigh*.
well, planned this weekend.
City - James' Korean Crew- Fail
Shopping- Dad - Passed
Botany- Jong Ho- Fail ..(hehe..he's so noob)
RM's Birthday Party- Passed.
pretty average weekend.
anyway-
good nite world
PEACE.
still waiting......
what we could have been, 10:37 PM.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
woah...a much better day today..
So Wednesday.
Got a txt from JB in the morn.
Went to skul with Corinne. House Assmebly. Yr 12's were auctioned off as slaves for the day.
Nigel Wong broke the record for $40.. such a waste of money. lOL..
hmmm.....average classes. Boring as usual.
ermm...went home. Slept from 4.00pm too 7.00pm...LOL
me late night tonight.
mmkk..nothng much going on.
still waiting...*sigh*
Everyone seems bored and down today...*random*.
going to the museum tomorrow.
*Sigh*...wanna watch Moulin Rouge.
kk...good night world.
PEACE.
what we could have been, 10:23 PM.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
I swear all Tuesday's are bad days for me.
It's the day when u have no mood. no happy or sad. Parents just bug u NON stop..and cnt shut their mouths and leave u alone...HAte it..
Very tiring, sleepy day...windy day too...errmmmm
Nothn to say...
PEACE.
what we could have been, 10:20 PM.
Monday, August 10, 2009
Saturday
Average.
Orchestra. Had lunch with Dad....kinda awkward..wast use to goin out with him.
Told him couple of things that was happening in my life atm. Overall, a pretty good father and daughter time..*sigh*..it's been too long.
Went to church to test new sound system..was a blast..sounds awesome..
saw ..JB..*smiles*
Sunday
Church.
Rw and Rm little evil/funny plans. had lunch at Neighbours..YUMYUm
had a bet with GW...I WON LOL .....i ate finish the whole meal..including the soup...
kk...after lunch.. spent the afternoon with the guys. JB,GW,IW,JC.
went to dairy with GW's embarassing sandals...FAIL FASHION. LOL
HE also ate bad Birthday cake..
fun fun...Heeh...JB changes to the end of Princess Diaries..HEhe.. me happy.
Awesome day...miss em ..esp one special one.. hehe- u knw who u are....^_^
Peace.
what we could have been, 11:11 PM.
Friday, August 7, 2009
Ever heard of the song " All good things come to an end? " i've kinna gone through both within a period of 2 days.
I reckon they shud make a song that " All bad things come to an end" ahah... me happy now.
A weight has been lifted off.
I honestly thank God. I think he answered my prayer. Thank you. *sigh*
That Goes for anyone, only God can help you when you are in need. and he has proven to me that he can. LOve him.
Peace ...HEhe..
P.S- Live a happy life.
what we could have been, 11:29 AM.
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Breaking down. For some reason, blogging and crying seems to help.
For the time being, just friends...
Is there anyway of proving to parents that no matter how old you are, you care as much for each other as any other older couple? *sigh*...
too much going on. Not gonna do anythng. life feels more screwed up now.. more than any other pain i've been through. i never knew the feeling of losing someone could hurt so much or that it would even happen to me. *sigh*
"miss you" it's gone .....
please god....if u really exist.
peace..
what we could have been, 8:07 PM.
*sigh* *sigh*
Soo confused atm..i thought everything was going well ...until las tnight..
I'm sure the person is in as much pain as i am.
Freaking out alot. Had two tests today. Couldn't concentrate at all..whole day was thinking about solutions to solve this problem. If only we could turn back time, to keep all good things to ourselves. and not have anyone try and ruin it. * sigh*
I just pray everything will be ok..
Dear God, I'm sure u can hear me calling out for u. U knw my needs right this minute. Please..help me. I need you so badly right now.
peace....
what we could have been, 4:00 PM.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
the verge of quitting piano.
cnt take pressure. aishh..
ok. well. had to get up, go school.
OMG....NATHAN BUCKLEY TOOK MY JERSEY.... thank god he realized it during math...made me go crazy at interval tryng to find it.
kk...math, lunch, science and jap.
went home. cooked. which was fail.
found some some great JAzz stuff. Stacey Kent..ZOmg.
piano and viola.
HAted piano...wanted to cry...kk
home now. Takin to J. hehe..happy now
Ty josh for showing me some rock stuff....haha...Korn..FAIL MUSIC. sorry.
but GO COLDPLAY! Mr ROboto..lOL...
well..nite. wish myself a good day tmorw. and a good nite.
Peace lah.
P.S..needa brush up on my korean music.. going kareoke in 2 weeks.. damn..if i lose i have to pay for pool.
what we could have been, 9:29 PM.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
*sigh*
MAny good,exiting things happen. Realized so many things. And sorted out how i felt.
Only one special person. ^_^
Hmm... so saturday. Orchestra, cleaned the house and spent the time reading, listenin to Jason Mraz on the couch, clean house and raindrops on the windows. so nice. only thing missing from the perfect atmosphere is my special somone. Hehe..
got my hair cut, girly afternoon with mum. HEhe.
sunday, church, girly lunch at mc donald's. Went to the Woons, watched "He's just not that into you" aahh..love it.
etc...talk,......
night worship service, did mistake...rghh.
went to Denny's. had a oreo shake and curly fries. lol..a good night.
now. just relaxing, listening to Colbie Calliet.
thinking of wagging school .HEhe
PEACE.
what we could have been, 10:18 PM.
