Friday, December 25, 2009
oops made a mistake, my new blog is :
www.livingthedifference.tumblr.com
www.livingthedifference.tumblr.com
what we could have been, 6:05 AM.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
HI ALL.
I've moved to tumblr for my blog.
www.livingthedifference.tumbler.com
I've moved to tumblr for my blog.
www.livingthedifference.tumbler.com
what we could have been, 9:10 AM.
Wow. 2009 is coming to an end.
Yet again, i am hooked on a new song " Happy" by Leona Lewis. A bit emo, but really nice, and of course it relates to me is many ways.
Hoping to go to Kinokuniya tomorrow, largest bookstore. Gonna stick myself in there and read Twilight. Making plans to go shopping with Co in Singapore. heeh..
T_T. im starting to miss NZ. The summer , the people, the fish and chips. >.<
Tonight i had dinner with family from my dad's side, whom i've never really gotten along with. At the dinner table, everyone i knew, seemed so unfamiliar to me. and there i was sitting right in the middle was surrounded by several scenarios. Of all i did not want.
I looked in one corner and there a 54yr old women, was sick and unable to look after herself. A grandma who is suffering from Parkinson. An Uncle and Aunty who is married with 3 children.
This all related to one thing, none had happiness. They all live the rich and wealthy lifestyle, but they are missing the most important solution in life.
It is simply love and happiness.
Personally i believe if thats what you have, and of course God in your life. Nothing can go wrong, life will be beautiful.
PEACE
Yet again, i am hooked on a new song " Happy" by Leona Lewis. A bit emo, but really nice, and of course it relates to me is many ways.
Hoping to go to Kinokuniya tomorrow, largest bookstore. Gonna stick myself in there and read Twilight. Making plans to go shopping with Co in Singapore. heeh..
T_T. im starting to miss NZ. The summer , the people, the fish and chips. >.<
Tonight i had dinner with family from my dad's side, whom i've never really gotten along with. At the dinner table, everyone i knew, seemed so unfamiliar to me. and there i was sitting right in the middle was surrounded by several scenarios. Of all i did not want.
I looked in one corner and there a 54yr old women, was sick and unable to look after herself. A grandma who is suffering from Parkinson. An Uncle and Aunty who is married with 3 children.
This all related to one thing, none had happiness. They all live the rich and wealthy lifestyle, but they are missing the most important solution in life.
It is simply love and happiness.
Personally i believe if thats what you have, and of course God in your life. Nothing can go wrong, life will be beautiful.
PEACE
what we could have been, 4:31 AM.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Living in very solemn days.
New blog is coming along, then i'll be moving to Xanga. Goodbye Blogger.
New blog is coming along, then i'll be moving to Xanga. Goodbye Blogger.
what we could have been, 6:44 AM.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Good morning it is now 4.12am.
Got back from a drive with JT. went to the city. Got to one of the busiest roads with people standing around offering foot massages. Its wierd that they start their business at like 10pm. LOL.
THEN we got bored so we decided to drive through some back- lanes. LOL. saw some wierd as people.
Honestly still bumming around, haven't even stepped in any shopping malls.
Today, planning to go to the Twin Tower bridge then shopping. shame JT. u have to help carry all my bags. HEHEHE.
ok lah. PEACE
and started a new blog.
Got back from a drive with JT. went to the city. Got to one of the busiest roads with people standing around offering foot massages. Its wierd that they start their business at like 10pm. LOL.
THEN we got bored so we decided to drive through some back- lanes. LOL. saw some wierd as people.
Honestly still bumming around, haven't even stepped in any shopping malls.
Today, planning to go to the Twin Tower bridge then shopping. shame JT. u have to help carry all my bags. HEHEHE.
ok lah. PEACE
and started a new blog.
what we could have been, 9:11 AM.
Monday, December 7, 2009
OML!!!!!!!!!!!
Finally got my ticket to paramore. so damn hard when ur on a different continent trying to plan.
Damn ticket direct!!.all lines and website was clogged.
Ended up getting my ticket from Aaron ..THANK U!!
jeez. im so happy.
PEACE
Finally got my ticket to paramore. so damn hard when ur on a different continent trying to plan.
Damn ticket direct!!.all lines and website was clogged.
Ended up getting my ticket from Aaron ..THANK U!!
jeez. im so happy.
PEACE
what we could have been, 10:40 AM.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Just got back from a family dinner from Dad's side.
Went surprisingly well, enormous amounts of food being put on your plate. HEHE. SOOOO FULL
Met my grandmother, i have the worse communication skills ever, i fail at my Chinese and Canto. So embarassing. :S
Overall, i guess i had a pretty good time. Caught up with my cousin, who wanted me to meet his friends and go watch Twilight Saga: New Moon. NICE BRO :)
I am going to kill time, stealing my 8 yr old cousins TV remote to watch E channel and annoy JT....hehe.
PEACE
Went surprisingly well, enormous amounts of food being put on your plate. HEHE. SOOOO FULL
Met my grandmother, i have the worse communication skills ever, i fail at my Chinese and Canto. So embarassing. :S
Overall, i guess i had a pretty good time. Caught up with my cousin, who wanted me to meet his friends and go watch Twilight Saga: New Moon. NICE BRO :)
I am going to kill time, stealing my 8 yr old cousins TV remote to watch E channel and annoy JT....hehe.
PEACE
what we could have been, 3:24 AM.
Friday, December 4, 2009
BOO!!
been completely hooked on Party In the USA...damn wierd. lol i love that song. HEHEH
well how are u ? im doing fine
stayed up till 430am talking to my fav couz Jason. and YES!! he told me his crush..LOLOL.
got up at 2pm today. ate. watched TV. Laptop.
A bum i know.
now i am bored.
and now i am going to stuff my face with Fried Rice. YUMYUM!!
BAI!!
been completely hooked on Party In the USA...damn wierd. lol i love that song. HEHEH
well how are u ? im doing fine
stayed up till 430am talking to my fav couz Jason. and YES!! he told me his crush..LOLOL.
got up at 2pm today. ate. watched TV. Laptop.
A bum i know.
now i am bored.
and now i am going to stuff my face with Fried Rice. YUMYUM!!
BAI!!
what we could have been, 10:44 PM.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Well Hello.
haven't blogged in over 1 week. Jeez..its been damn hot over here. Been spending A LOT of time with family. Went to Sg for couple of days and then to Malacca then Now in KL.
Been goin through some old photos of my late granma and granpa and also my great grandma. Found some documents of my late grandpa of when he began his journey of a journalist. and also some about his early life and achievements. I really do miss him.
And my grandma, i was reading a book called " Gilding the lilies".
Last year when i was in M'sia. A few weeks before her death the author and photographer of this book came to our family house to do an interview and photo-shoot with my grandma.
I was there in such a short moment of time to experience one of the closest moments i have had with her. To make her laugh, smile, and capture her beauty.
Most people know, back in the days, people were match made, and my grandma was already engaged to another person, but then she met my grandpa when she was working a fair, it was love at first sight, she broke her off her engagement and married my grandpa. She followed her heart and not by what people told her. She knew herself and what she wanted in life.
whilst reading this, tears filled my eyes. Thoughts immediately filled my mind, i wasn't sure what i was feeling, whether it was the feeling of letting go, or a feeling of holding on.Whether it was missing a person or forgetting a person. it was all mixed up. Confusion as usual.
The saddest thing that has happened to me here, is my 8 yr old cousin Clarisse, she said to me " Jamie, u have changed so much over this yr" of course i asked why, then she said " You used to laugh and be funny, but now, u seem so sad and down". This broke me down. I thought i was able to cover up all my flaws but God, even an 8 yr old could see through me.
Still here, going through more and more photos. It's a happy time going through all the moments i have forgotten but now, i feel like i am getting back in touch with it.
will blog soon, Love you all :)
PEACE
haven't blogged in over 1 week. Jeez..its been damn hot over here. Been spending A LOT of time with family. Went to Sg for couple of days and then to Malacca then Now in KL.
Been goin through some old photos of my late granma and granpa and also my great grandma. Found some documents of my late grandpa of when he began his journey of a journalist. and also some about his early life and achievements. I really do miss him.
And my grandma, i was reading a book called " Gilding the lilies".
Last year when i was in M'sia. A few weeks before her death the author and photographer of this book came to our family house to do an interview and photo-shoot with my grandma.
I was there in such a short moment of time to experience one of the closest moments i have had with her. To make her laugh, smile, and capture her beauty.
Most people know, back in the days, people were match made, and my grandma was already engaged to another person, but then she met my grandpa when she was working a fair, it was love at first sight, she broke her off her engagement and married my grandpa. She followed her heart and not by what people told her. She knew herself and what she wanted in life.
whilst reading this, tears filled my eyes. Thoughts immediately filled my mind, i wasn't sure what i was feeling, whether it was the feeling of letting go, or a feeling of holding on.Whether it was missing a person or forgetting a person. it was all mixed up. Confusion as usual.
The saddest thing that has happened to me here, is my 8 yr old cousin Clarisse, she said to me " Jamie, u have changed so much over this yr" of course i asked why, then she said " You used to laugh and be funny, but now, u seem so sad and down". This broke me down. I thought i was able to cover up all my flaws but God, even an 8 yr old could see through me.
Still here, going through more and more photos. It's a happy time going through all the moments i have forgotten but now, i feel like i am getting back in touch with it.
will blog soon, Love you all :)
PEACE
what we could have been, 12:19 AM.
