Thursday, July 30, 2009
WOAh...
a pretty awesome EARLy morning...*chuckles.*
went to bed at 4ish am, but it was for the right reasons.. hehe
ermm...preety gud day.
FOUND MY IPOD.. TY..josh, chris, zac, peter and andrew...and of coz joyce and OML...bless u allanah..
turns out, i dropped it on the drive way near the school. so relieved... and happy.
but had a house D...i swear teachers are dirty...cnt even wash their own dishes.. LOL
pheww* got things sorted out wif friends.. ty lord.
and now.. just waiting...
love colbie calliet.
PEACE.
what we could have been, 6:02 PM.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Well...i think im over the person.
Finally things don't feel so confusing...he can feel watever he wants I DNT CARE.
YAY...
the feeling of not liking anyone is pretty awesome..Hehe
overall, good day. Couldn't stop laughing at lunch.
but...found out i had a house D . stupid fat bitch.
yerp..oh well..
feeling good.
GOod night world.
PEACE...
what we could have been, 11:19 PM.
Monday, July 27, 2009
I HATE IT BEING A F***ing GRADE 7
Freaking theory never stops.
*sigh*
OK ..woke up frm 5 hrs of sleep..felt like shit..was a bit blind, couldn't find my glasses.
kk...so went to school. same old. p1,p2 interval. p3, lunch.
hate boys that don't let girls use the damn microwave first. shit manners. psshhh
went to snell. jess, rina. met david, welson and nick.
Got kicked out of Snell coz of the idiot Nick. won't shut his mouth and take his scarf off.
>> 3.05 had a meeting after school.
Got home bout 5pm.
went straight to the LT. etc...got distracted from doing my freakin theory, delayed bout 3 hrs.
finally done.
Now just lazing around. awesome twitter..heheh...
gonna try make josh not bored. n_n
needa read an autistic book of a boy. " curious case of the dog in the night" or somthng like that.
hmm.. yeah.kk .
o_o
PEACE.....
what we could have been, 9:25 PM.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Quite surprising ....had an awesome weekend...
kk. ..so ....saturday .
went to pool and cyber cafe with Gab, isaac, ethan and megan..
Got mistaken twice for being a korean..*sigh*
that night. Isla's party. A Blast..words cannot explain..hehe.
Danced all night long.Loved Josh's dance moves..i bet he used to dance to the moon or somfn..hehhe 3 hrs in heels and jumping round. Got home with an aching body..still hurts...
*sigh* sunday....
same old. church. Lunch with jason,isaac,gabriel.RM,Rachel,Nick,janell, jordan. at Tan....good times..hehe
went home...slept the whole afternoon.
5.15.
went back to play piano.
got told that..i was gonna be a wealthy person..."please god"
Gab now wants to be my best friend.LOL..u wish man...
got home. etc....
now here i am..sitting in the dark. listening to a shuffle of music.
love u jodi picoult...
PEACE...
new face = n_n
what we could have been, 11:15 PM.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
To be honest. It's the worst week of school in history.
I don't think I've never been so empty and bored and tired in my life.
I saw someone today, felt a little awkward. Only said Hi and exchanged Smiles. Spent the whole lunchtime basically 5 meters away. He taking to some girl and me taking to a group. Nothing was said between us. Arghh.. spent all period 4 and 5 of classes thinking about it.
Parents couldn't be as less understanding at a time like this. *sigh*
"God, please make a change soon"
well...just gonna read Jodi Picoult.
Sleep...
peace...
what we could have been, 10:41 PM.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
2nd day
Hmm...not much.
Got up feeling like crap. went to 6hrs of gay school.
came home. Stuffed myself with food.
Spent the whole damn afternoon doing theory.
frankly, a very boring day.
found our some sad new bout a friends relationship.
and yeah..jst gonna read and listen to Joshua Radin.
peace....
what we could have been, 10:43 PM.
Monday, July 20, 2009
AGHHH....
So today. first day back. Average boring day.
Good seeing my friends again. Missed them. Saw Rina who just came back from Japan..hehe..presents..LOL
*sigh*..History was kinna embarassing,Josh poked me. it hurt and the teacher saw what happend.LOL
Mr Hamilton- " Josh, what are you doing?"
Josh-"Nothing, she was flirting with me and i was defending myself"
Jamie " WHAT !!!! in a really high pitched voice"
aghhhh..so embarassing the whole classed laugh..HEhehe..
Last Two periods was spent reading My sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult...sooo guudd..Hhe its addictive.
Couldn't stop thinking about food for the last period..felt like a pig..LOL
yeah..so that was school today.
now at home. gonna read again.
peace lah....
what we could have been, 4:49 PM.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
ARHHHHHHHh
MY mind is going through..A lot...*sigh*
I really need to make a decision on something. But whatever i have, i really don't want to lose.
I need a distraction...aghh..something to stop making me feel so ...nervous or anxious...OML...
dead.
.
what we could have been, 8:21 PM.
It's a Sunday now.*sigh* First Day back tomorrow. Term 3.
Since not blogging for 2 days. A lot has happened during these two days that has kept me thinking. For good so far, but could turn bitter later. *sigh*....okok...i shall go on about my Thursday and Friday.
Thursday. hehehe..Awesome Day/ night spent with the guys and Rach... Gabriel, Isaac, Ethan, Josh, Michael and Jason. "HI Jason.." LOL. OK..so the night started at about 5pm. Rushed to the Woons with food coming straight from the city.
6pm ish- RM, CO and I sat out by the Woons doorstep talking..about "stuff" LOL..soon to be joined by Janell and JOsh. Talked and Talked.
Got a bit of my hair dyed later with Rachel. Rm AND Co soon left. So me and Rach just chilled in her room. Gabriel decided to come and join our girly conversation and spoke about his "muscly thighs' hehehe...Came across a conversation about Gab and Rach's old times at school ...we then stalked people's pages on facebook looking at how much they have changed. LOL
kk.. we migrated to the lounge. where all guys were hooked on the comp gaming. lol..
2am- we were all chilling. Rach went to bed.
this is where the night began. All fun for the guys of coz. hehhe.. GAb telling me a scary story about how his house used to be a hospital...aghh..so damn scary...at one point i think i grabbed on his arm..LOL..kicked him on the couch and kinna intruded Jason's comfort zone. LOL..ISaac, using Tigger as a weapon or a scaring tool ...hehe..sorry tigger i grabbed your tail and smashed u on the couch,,Egege..and Josh sorry, i sin knw u were on the couch so i just jumped on u whilst u were trying to sleep..GEEge
3am ish- went for a walk with Jason, Ethan, Josh. so nice. kinna cold and felt a little silly with boxers on walking around..
went back. and wooahh..i cnt remember what we did.
i think we all just chilled and talked.
5 40 am ish, Jason and I went for another walk. walked right to the end of the road. it was nice. still cold. talked and walked. it was nice, so calm outside. first time really walking around so early in the morning, TY CJ.
got back- found everyone asleep. Ethan sleeping on 3 dining chairs LOL..so cute ^^.. heheh
Josh on the floor. Mike on the couch,,falling asleep.
Got in my sleeping bag,me and jason stayed up all night all tho i did doze of at one point. hehe ..Congrats to Jason. and Isaac cheated? LOL..says Jason.
Staying up with guys are actually pretty fun. First time this is..HAHA...TY guys.
Got home. Slept.
OK ..here we go, another sleepover. *Sigh*
Went to Lazer strike with Nicola's youth group. Fun killing people.. HEHhe..
had bumper car's etc....got back to the church, and played games all night.
During breaks. Chilled with Nic, Angela and James.. hehe
Took random pictured with them.. LOL at James. We were trying VERY hard to make him look good in the pictures.Many false attempts...sorry man, we tried. Thanks to Andrew who basically attempted making all of us look good. hahaha..
basically spent all night with games. and trying not to fall asleep as to keeping a promise to Nic.
7am, *sigh* basically all dead. ehehe
went home 8.30am. Slept all day. Got woken up at 5pm. OML...soo tired.
drove all the way to Henderson. To have dinner.
crazy night. couldn't help but think about my bed.
*Sigh* got home. read a chapter of My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult..so gud...Ty rach.
kk...so yeah..tmorw first day of school. *sigh again.....
bye bye ..
peace
what we could have been, 7:16 PM.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
I am half dead writing this blog.
I was hoping that maybe i'd fall asleep immediately.
But this question really struck me " can love be so confusing". *sigh*. it is for me now. aghhh..and it keeps on bothering me.
When u have built a relationship with a person as supposedly friends, but he talks to u wen u need a shoulder to cry on, you share every thought with each other,you talk as if you were a couple, he always says things that make you feel special, wanted, loved. But this makes everything confusing.
The annoying thing is he can't be up front with you, and tell you whateva he is feeling towards you.
Well, all i know is when he tells me things all at in one moment, that he can't talk to you because he needs to focus and that he cannot be distracted.. etc...it really freaks me out, even though you say everything is fine..its not.
It leaves you hanging with unstoppable thoughts going through your head. It makes you wonder if whatever you are thinking or feeling is also happening on the other side or if you have done or said anything wrong to make him say that. The biggest fear is that you will lose the relationship u have built together..*sigh*....
ARGHHHH..Y is it so hard ?????
gonna try sleeping/...
Peace...
life feels like...crap....
what we could have been, 1:14 AM.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
ok so....mum abandoned me again to meet Aunty Elsie ay skycity... Crazy women.
Before i go any further i shall talk about my dad.
1pm- Decided to by meet up with Gabriel, Isaac, Josh and Welson, and Ethan.. tahnks gof meghan was there if not....ahaha....
Walking acorss the bridge i saw this girl sitting on the bridge. Crying. I asked if she was ok. she said yes. But i couldnl't help thinking abotu what';s really happenign to her. I mean she cud be cryign for so many reasons. hmm...coz i guess i've actually been in that situation wen i also sat on that same bridge crying. *sigh*....i just hope she's ok now.
Ok...so met everyone at Meeting Zone. " i cnt belive welson said in his loudest voice" THIS PLACE IS THE CRAPIEST GIFT STORE, CITY IS BETTER" ...Omll...wth,...me and gab just gave him a hit..LOL
kk..lunch...well, it wasnt suppose to be my lunch. But silly Welson...again...ordered me some Beef noodle soup..aghhh,,i had to spend $10 on somthn i din even wanna eat.
YAY...so played pool...got pwned again. Poor ISaac had to be in my team..i din even get any balls in...sorry isaac..i' ll get better..LOL
*sigh*..had to walk home...stupid puddles.
umm...nxt- Dinner with family. The worst thign ever.. ruiend my entire day..*sigh*
Now after Dinner...mum giving me a lecture abotu James and sayign that i have to pray for them to get back to God..." woahh... this is liek a whole new weight on my shoulders..i mean..if u really wanna get back to God. it has to be up to u..how can u ask me to pray for ur salvation...Aghh...I dnt knw watta do...
I need u God..
SO here, inside a smelly Cyber Cafe. i cnt believe guys can smell so much..ewww...im sittign next to koreans sayin Shiba...Alot..LOLL..heheheh
and shouting right acorss me LOL...playing CS..ehheeh
I couldn't putthe headphones on...so complicated..HHaha..noob
I have approx 2hrs left in this place..
blog soon...
peace.
Before i go any further i shall talk about my dad.
1pm- Decided to by meet up with Gabriel, Isaac, Josh and Welson, and Ethan.. tahnks gof meghan was there if not....ahaha....
Walking acorss the bridge i saw this girl sitting on the bridge. Crying. I asked if she was ok. she said yes. But i couldnl't help thinking abotu what';s really happenign to her. I mean she cud be cryign for so many reasons. hmm...coz i guess i've actually been in that situation wen i also sat on that same bridge crying. *sigh*....i just hope she's ok now.
Ok...so met everyone at Meeting Zone. " i cnt belive welson said in his loudest voice" THIS PLACE IS THE CRAPIEST GIFT STORE, CITY IS BETTER" ...Omll...wth,...me and gab just gave him a hit..LOL
kk..lunch...well, it wasnt suppose to be my lunch. But silly Welson...again...ordered me some Beef noodle soup..aghhh,,i had to spend $10 on somthn i din even wanna eat.
YAY...so played pool...got pwned again. Poor ISaac had to be in my team..i din even get any balls in...sorry isaac..i' ll get better..LOL
*sigh*..had to walk home...stupid puddles.
umm...nxt- Dinner with family. The worst thign ever.. ruiend my entire day..*sigh*
Now after Dinner...mum giving me a lecture abotu James and sayign that i have to pray for them to get back to God..." woahh... this is liek a whole new weight on my shoulders..i mean..if u really wanna get back to God. it has to be up to u..how can u ask me to pray for ur salvation...Aghh...I dnt knw watta do...
I need u God..
SO here, inside a smelly Cyber Cafe. i cnt believe guys can smell so much..ewww...im sittign next to koreans sayin Shiba...Alot..LOLL..heheheh
and shouting right acorss me LOL...playing CS..ehheeh
I couldn't putthe headphones on...so complicated..HHaha..noob
I have approx 2hrs left in this place..
blog soon...
peace.
what we could have been, 10:00 PM.
Here I am, still stuck in my room. Eww...i left the heater on the whole night. .Stuffy.
WOAh WOah..Sooo...i can't get enough of the song " pictures of you. " so cute ^ ^
So yeah. last nite wasn't too great. Had a little argument with mum. But i just ignored her and escaped to my room. LOL. im sure everything is ALL G. But not sure if i should apologize even though i wasn't the one to throw something at a child -me or to even walk into the house shouting and calling names.WTH..aghhh...
Ok..i think its enough of my ranting.
hmm..so still don't know what's happening today.
I don't think i have accomplished enough to go out today..
Wanna Go Out so badly.
and Sushi....
ok lah...
peace.
what we could have been, 10:42 AM.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
*sigh*
im like ...actually bored...so just decided to write another blog about my boringness..
hmmm....well..atm..
just takin to jason. mite have an early nite..hmm nearly 12am..hOoray..
I pray mum lets me outta the house tmorw..if nOt..i mite ***
I WANT sushi....
okok..i think i shud actually go..if not i mite write somthn dumb..
gud nite world...
peace
what we could have been, 11:41 PM.
wow..well..i basically spent the whole day on my blog site
many thanks to Megan and Rachel !!!!
LOLOL...megan..- u better not hack my account..or write anythng silly.. HAHa
U gusy have helped me through my noobness..HAHA..i cnt believe i din even knw wat Html meant...hehe..
Ya lah. hope get to get outta the house tmorw..ehhe
kk...bye bye
peace
what we could have been, 9:14 PM.
FRIday!!! ..awesome day 
spent with Corinne..HEHE..love u..brought clothes and took pictured. Bought a $10 Zara Blazer..soo cheap..and a New York Yankees Tshir for $2..EHHEHE
spent with Corinne..HEHE..love u..brought clothes and took pictured. Bought a $10 Zara Blazer..soo cheap..and a New York Yankees Tshir for $2..EHHEHEand spent the whole day taking pictures and Changing.
Awsome day!!!
*sigh*
woah...ok so..
Saturday, went out with a friend.(not sure if he wants his name mentioned)..city lah..stupid weather kinna ruined everythng.
Got on the Ferry at 9.45am...so early. He just made it in time. KK..so reached. played pool.starbucks.Ice age.Walk. Bus.Met mum.
Funny convo between mum and Him.."Princeton,Dartmouth..lol.
Pretty gud day. Just the stupid weather. made me less talkative and unable to think properly.The night was soo bad.. u cun sleep. stayed awake thinking..o_0
Can't remember. Ohh..wet out to dinner wit mum and Elaine. to DRAGON'S BOAT.
Then..went back to starbucks. Spent like 4 hrs there. I lost $10 frm logging into the wrong WIFI system..soo annyd.
11pm. Starbucks closed, walked to skycity to meet mum. She was late. so just waited by the waterfall. Watchn Drunk people.
went home. Slept.
Sunday- normal routine.
Had Thai for lunch with Nick,RM and Janell.
oops..and before that. i powned Gabriel in somthn but i cnt remember it,.rghh.
went home. Slept.
Monday
nothng happend.
what we could have been, 1:15 PM.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
WOAH...its been so long since ive needed to let serious anger out.
Well, after mnths of not blogging. Ive met pretty awesome people, Eg, Mr Felix Shin..he shud be happy ive put his name in the blog.LOL. Mums just PMSing alot these days, random women. She's actually banning me from going out these couple of days, after monday wen i had a lastminute plan with gabriel and the gang ..LOL.
MOnday- went out with GAbriel, ISaac, Josh, Jason, RM and my lil bro. hmm....had to walk all the way to the woons ...SOOOO FARRR...Had to drag the boys to pick my lil bro up. LAzy poos.
^_^. went for luch, waited for Gab to buy his sennheisers.. *shops like a girl* eheh..sorry gabo.
went for a movie "night and the museum 2" ...LOL..saw GAbo's uncle sleeping...he spent $13.50 to sleep...after movie, got ditched by RM. left the only girl.
Spent Tuesday at a First aid course, 8.45 - 5pm. WTH. HAted those mannequins smelt so bad, and i actually had to put my mouth on it ..EWWWWW...I foudn out i cud jumo straight to grade 7 for piano, a lil exitement for the day
Wednesday,*sigh*..cleaned the house
And today .....umm......nthn..went our wit dad??? to denny's,
going to have a lookbook day wiht CORinne tmorw ...!! heheheh ,,,
ok lah
peace >.<
ttyl.. peace >.<
Well, after mnths of not blogging. Ive met pretty awesome people, Eg, Mr Felix Shin..he shud be happy ive put his name in the blog.LOL. Mums just PMSing alot these days, random women. She's actually banning me from going out these couple of days, after monday wen i had a lastminute plan with gabriel and the gang ..LOL.
MOnday- went out with GAbriel, ISaac, Josh, Jason, RM and my lil bro. hmm....had to walk all the way to the woons ...SOOOO FARRR...Had to drag the boys to pick my lil bro up. LAzy poos.
^_^. went for luch, waited for Gab to buy his sennheisers.. *shops like a girl* eheh..sorry gabo.
went for a movie "night and the museum 2" ...LOL..saw GAbo's uncle sleeping...he spent $13.50 to sleep...after movie, got ditched by RM. left the only girl.
Spent Tuesday at a First aid course, 8.45 - 5pm. WTH. HAted those mannequins smelt so bad, and i actually had to put my mouth on it ..EWWWWW...I foudn out i cud jumo straight to grade 7 for piano, a lil exitement for the day
Wednesday,*sigh*..cleaned the house
And today .....umm......nthn..went our wit dad??? to denny's,
going to have a lookbook day wiht CORinne tmorw ...!! heheheh ,,,
ok lah
peace >.<
ttyl.. peace >.<
what we could have been, 11:23 PM.
