Wednesday, October 28, 2009
hhm...sitting in the amazing Qantas club, free food, free computer, everything free..YES
Well, im about to board a plane to Sydney then home to Auckland.ARRGGGGG... HATE IT!!
I've just booked a flight back to M'sia departuring on the 19th i think. BAck in like 2-3 months.
Well, on my trip to Aussie, awesome time here. Had time to think and sorta sort myself out a bit.
I see people on the street, homeless begging, workers working, lovers holding hands. Every corner i try to look away from and every thought i have i try not to picture you there, but it still remains with me. It has proven something to me.
I've realised nothing comes easily, and realised that i don't wanna let go of whats infront of me here. It kills me to be told that all that it's said is a lie, people keep telling me to get over it, but i simply can't. I need some kind of truth to keep me holding on. I have a fear of getting hurt, but with this i opened myself up and let it in and i still don't know where the truth lies.
So to everyone, just keep holding on. Love will come in it's worst and strangest ways. It will hurt you and it will teach you, it will give you strength and it will let you down. But at the end of this hard road, you will never disappointed. It's simple love.
" the longer you wait the better"
PEACE to you all.
<3
Well, im about to board a plane to Sydney then home to Auckland.ARRGGGGG... HATE IT!!
I've just booked a flight back to M'sia departuring on the 19th i think. BAck in like 2-3 months.
Well, on my trip to Aussie, awesome time here. Had time to think and sorta sort myself out a bit.
I see people on the street, homeless begging, workers working, lovers holding hands. Every corner i try to look away from and every thought i have i try not to picture you there, but it still remains with me. It has proven something to me.
I've realised nothing comes easily, and realised that i don't wanna let go of whats infront of me here. It kills me to be told that all that it's said is a lie, people keep telling me to get over it, but i simply can't. I need some kind of truth to keep me holding on. I have a fear of getting hurt, but with this i opened myself up and let it in and i still don't know where the truth lies.
So to everyone, just keep holding on. Love will come in it's worst and strangest ways. It will hurt you and it will teach you, it will give you strength and it will let you down. But at the end of this hard road, you will never disappointed. It's simple love.
" the longer you wait the better"
PEACE to you all.
<3
what we could have been, 3:30 PM.
