Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Sometimes i wish God wasn't in charge of my life, so i can just end it with no consequences of going to ....( u knw where). SO i can get out of this miserable place, where happiness only lasts for so little. Life has been sucked out of me. I have no where to turn, no one to look up to, i just seem to be a statue. I have been waiting, longing for something to come to me to rescue me. But, that patience is leaving me.

I just wanna _ _ _.

I don't want to live anymore

what we could have been, 6:45 PM.